I need some Magic! -.-

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A few days back, I was feeling quite low because I wasn’t able to write anything. It’s always during my exams that I am at my creative best, but this time, I am completely blank! And I am irritated, there was a time I used to write soo much, and today, I have literally nothing in my head except those stupid Laplace transforms and theorems and Power series and stuff huh! I need something creative, I need some MAGIC

It was then that this idea struck me:

“I believe there is some magic in everyone of us. All we need to do is to find it out and create wonders.”

And then, magically, all those characters from all the books I’ve read started to appear before me and agree with this one statement of mine. Colin used to say, “The magic is in me – It is in me.” Yes, even I want to feel that magic. If it was always there inside me, why did it never make an appearance till today? If it can cure little Colin, then why not me?

And as Emily says that she gets the “flash”, why is it that I am deprived of that feeling, that one feeling where you get a glimpse of the other world. Why do I never feel like ‘something’ is trying to speak through me when I write? It’s just plain and simple and uninteresting, why does that ‘something‘ not help me ever? Sometimes I even feel jealous of this girl huh, she writes beautifully and me! Huh! 🙁

Or as Naruto has the Nine Tailed Fox sealed inside him, I believe magic must be something like that. 😻 When he gets totally exhausted, all his ‘Chakra’ (the blue one) comes to an end, then he summons the Nine Tail’s power and the ‘Chakra’ becomes a deep fiery Red making whirls and swirls around him. That gives him a sudden rush of energy all over. Ohh that feeling, yes that is Magic!

What do I need to do to summon the magic that is hidden inside me? Bang my head against the wall? A tragic accident? Heartbreak? Silence? Introspection? What? I have always had voices talking to me, they give me answers but they never give me the Magic.

I have always felt like there is something more to me. Like I am not living upto what I expect, like I can be sooo much better. There is something which is hidden from my eyes. I feel like there’s a depth which I am unable to reach, I am only on the surface waters, oh I wish I knew how to swim! I wish I could dive deeper and deeper into the bottomless sea and find the hidden MAGIC! 🙁

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Sometimes I feel like the soul is being caged in an alien exterior, like there’s no connection between the mind, body, heart and soul, the soul wants to rise, but the exterior restricts it. It’s a constant struggle, a constant contradiction! Sometimes when I look into the mirror, I keep staring and never relate to the reflection! I know the magic would cure this, it would give me the lost ME! ☺ I wish I find it very sooon.

Keep shining!
-Firefly 🌟

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  1. First of all bless you!
    So that you could find the magic very soon and secondly.

    Have you seen harry Potter? Even all the people know he is the only one magician who can kill the person ‘whose name can not be called’ that made him the biggest magician but still he loses so many things. Indeed losing is not good but if you cannot lose it out cannot make you better. And harry did find so many things he don’t know he is always ready to fight but he was never in hurry. He never messed things. He always do what needed to be done. 😊😉

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    1. Huh. Okay, fine! 😼 But I have some conditions, you shouldn’t use it just like that, it’s a precious word, an expensive one. Use it wisely. 🙄 And don’t use it very frequently, it’s only reserved for special occasions, and don’t give it to anybody else except me. Aapko free me de rahe hum, warna this word is not for sale. 😕

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    2. OMG! OMG! Itni khushi? 😻 Huh, you must be having your eyes on that word since long na? 😒 Haan, agar humare rules break kiye toh hum wapas le lenge usko. Care for it like your own child, okay? 😂😹

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    3. Huh, smarty. 😒 So, this is the reason you’re following me since so long, huh cheater. You are after my kid. 😨😂😂

      Aww, you will understand, this child will annoy you, it wants to jump into each and every comment, every appreciation. 😂😂 You need to teach him to not get so excited. 😹 Sirf close wale logo ke comments me usko use karein please. 😂

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    4. Yayyyyyyyy! Ye hui na baat. Good boy huh. ☺☺

      Goodbye Kid, go with this uncle, don’t let him irritate you zara sa bhi, and miss me bohot saara, you can come back if you don’t like this uncle. 😂😂

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    5. You won’t understand my dictionary’s words. Huh, this word, it’s the most precious one, ye toh mai kabhi na du, it’s my identity. 😂😂 And it’s multitalented, it goes with happpy and sad and angry and annoyed and any type of sentences. That’s why I love it. 😻😻

      OMG! This conversation is getting weird 😂 Other people reading these comments, sincere apologies, this guy wants to purchase my favourite words, huh. 😂 And I’m not as weird as I sound over here. It’s because of this guy coming up with weird demands like these. 😒😂

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    6. Huh, big hearts bear cracks, but they love more deeply than the others na? ☺ If you love more, you get hurt more. Huh, that’s the logic. Now don’t start philosophy here huh. 😼

      We have already broken the records, mee and Chatterbox!! OMG!! Nobody ever gave me that tag. Yayyyy! 😻

      Chalo bas let’s stop now. 😂 Deal hogayi, abi apne apne ghar jaate huh.

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    7. Ooooooo :o I don’t write blogs or anything. :/, that’s not Mr Joker’s job :(

      It’s that Shayar’s stupid thoughts, and who cares if he don’t get any appreciation :P, wese bhi he is so annoying and psychic . Last night i destroyed his so intense poem into a joke lol and asked him if he dare to post it lol 😂😂😂

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    8. haha what could i do yaar, he always write sad and negative things, so I just tried to give a twist and asked him to do a collaboration with me and lol hahaha i made him cry after that :P,, but i was also crying with laughter blasts lol 😂😂😂 😂😂😂

      but please don’t say you won’t talk to me na :( . I am just doing this because you too wanted him to write some good stuff ;) :P.. what i am doing is like a medicine to him. If you are not well, then you have to take the bitter medicines, and he deadly needs it , only i know. :))

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    9. Aisa hi hoon main :/

      and he left the collaboration incomplete last night. I will convey your message to him today and ask him to complete it. Thanks from him in advance :)

      P.S. he was waiting for my line in collaboration and I fell asleep :p

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    10. wah mera dosh :o, usko jhelna bhi torture jesa hai and only i can do that,, still my fault :( ..

      btw its a different type of collaboration :P, where he writes first line and i then complete (destroy) the second.
      weird na :D

      P.S. we are talking like there is really a third person haha 😂😂😂

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    11. Ohhh, nice! 😃 Don’t destroy the second lines, if he writes negative, you write the positive, happy ones. 😻

      And there IS a third person na, Mr Shayar is completely real too, as much as you are. And he’s the best, which you are not. Tell him this too. 😂☺

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    12. what the hell :( , i couldn’t figure out ever why everyone likes him more than me :/ even i make all of jokes and most of time he steals my jokes but i never tried it sneak on his poetry.
      See i am the honest one :p

      trying to justify myself :D ;)

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    13. Heheh, it’s not that people like him more. He’s just innocent and a bit of shy, see he writes his poems and lets you talk to the people, see? He never comes to even take the credit. How sweet of him. 😃 And he is an intense thinker and a deep feeler. And you are a fun loving interactive person, huh, who appreciates himself and is lazy otherwise. 😂 He is the best, and you shut up now. Not one word against him. 😑😛

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    14. aye aye captain -_-

      chlo joker is feeling hungry now :P, have to run for dinner before shayar grabs all the good food from mom :D,, you too have your dinner :)) Tc.. cya :D

      ** joker bhi inna bura na hai wese :( **

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    15. Haha ikr 😁😁 because book worms won’t read all nights before the exams 😉😉.. this trick is for student like us who leave everything for last night 😂😂

      And you made it 100 with your last comment 😍😍 bravo…👏👏👏😻😻

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    16. Congrats 👻👻👻

      And maths is difficult obviously 🙃🙃.. That’s why we are counting comments here 😂😂😂

      But you should not spend all night in studies..mind and body need rest as well 😃😃..so take a break and study in early morning i suggest 😋😋

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    17. Haha!! Right, counting comments! 😂😂
      And thankyouu for the concern ☺☺ But, I sleep a LOT. I can stay awake till the mornings but once I sleep, I won’t get up until noon huh. 🙄 Isliye overtime kar rahi.

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    18. Nai nai, you are always humorous, but abi aap stupidity kiye naaa! I love that. 😂😂
      Yaa yaa, we can do anything to make you go to sleep. 😑 Let’s talk about Laplace transforms na, that’s what I’m studying. 😃

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    19. That was phone’s stupidity, not mine 😋😋 .. and bhaagna in the morning time is good for health, not in the middle of night 😛😛 . Nahi toh Street dogs aisa bhagayenge mujhe ke olympic jeet jayunga 😫😫😂😂

      Captain so rude 😒😒

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    20. Awww! Finallly! 😻😻 I’m talking to Mr Shayar. Yayyy! ☺ I’ll tell you what happened with Mr Joker, he is so annoying huh. Kuch bhi bolte rehte 😹😹😕 He is such a Chatterbox huh. 🙄

      Btw, Mr Shayar, how are you? ☺☺ Why don’t you talk to us huh?

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    21. I will try for sure :) . basically i am a boring person, so i let him to make our blog a little alive, but if he is bothering others, then i have to stop him.
      And about poem, it is not exactly a poem, but a rhyming convo. And i am waiting for my blogging mentor to approve it, then i will post it :) .

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    22. Yayy! naaaai, you’re not boring at alll. 😻 You are sweet and nice huh. ☺ And no, wo itne bhi bure nai hain, let him be here. 😅
      Ohh yes yes, I know, I wish to read it sooon. You guys rock together. ☺☺💙

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